...I've been missing AEK like crazy. I miss her friendship. I miss her company. I miss her steadfastness. She was always so accepting of me and who I am.
I still wonder all the time why I couldn't accept her. Surely it's because of my shortcomings, not hers.
I've even considered "winning" her back. But I must resist, because I need to discern why I miss her. Do I miss her because I'm lonely? Or do I miss her because I genuinely care for her?
I have not contacted her or heard from her since I received her letter a month ago. Even though we go to the same school, I never see her; she makes a point of avoiding me like the plague. Everytime I see her I still want to talk to her, but I need to respect her request for distance.
I still wonder all the time why I couldn't accept her. Surely it's because of my shortcomings, not hers.
I've even considered "winning" her back. But I must resist, because I need to discern why I miss her. Do I miss her because I'm lonely? Or do I miss her because I genuinely care for her?
I have not contacted her or heard from her since I received her letter a month ago. Even though we go to the same school, I never see her; she makes a point of avoiding me like the plague. Everytime I see her I still want to talk to her, but I need to respect her request for distance.
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